Man- it's been forever since I posted last. Okay so maybe not forever but it's been awhile anyway. The last part of nursing school was full of crazy schedules and lots of tests. I kind of gave my life over to it for awhile but now I am back….sort of. I mean I still have my licensure exam to worry about and I still need to find a job but other then that things are perfect….kind of.
So the good news is, it has been 2 full months since I've heard from my ex. THANK YOU LORD!!! That has been like a full on vacation from crazy right there. The other good news is…that kids are back in school and I'm NOT!!! It seems insane that while they were organizing and getting ready for classes to begin….I wasn't. Absolutely wonderful…but weird. I'm certain I will get used to this with no problem however.
So let's see what has been happening other then ex-psycho silence and the kids being chained to school desks for another 9 months? Well, I graduated….and a couple of my friends came back out of the woodwork which was nice. Actually ex-boyfriends seem to be crawling from the woodwork too. Weird.
First I start getting these odd texts from one ex who is looking to "hooked up" and has obviously forgotten who he is texting or has totally lost his mind….AS IF!!!! I'm not entirely sure how to nicely tell him to F*** off! I'm still working on that one but I've basically had daily tests from him for the past week. **shudder**
Then "the one that got away" called out of the blue to "check on" me. We've exchanged a few emails over the past few months but usually just job hunting related since he's been looking for something that utilizes his degree as well. Yep- he still makes my heart go pitter pat. Sigh. I didn't ask if his divorce was final yet because he knows where I stand on that kind of thing and he knows I won't consider anything other then friendship while he is still legally married. I still catch my breath when I see his name on my phone and I kept the vm too because…..YES….I am that pathetic. Sigh.
Then one of the really old ones…like from high school emails me out of the blue too. Last I'd heard his wife made him get off of face book because she was jealous that he had girly friends on there….which I thought was really odd because almost all his posts had to do with his kids and wife and how awesome they were. It was actually kind of gag me sweet, so much so that he was NOT one of the people who's posts were sent to my phone. LOL We knew each other when we were pretty young and our parents were great friends so we spent a lot of time together. He was actually my first kiss. J Anyway- he's separated and trying to work things out. He just sounds miserable and in desperate need of a friend but he's not "allowed" to be friends with females anymore. So, so, so odd. Anyway- so I have a feeling I'll be hearing from him here and there since it's pretty obvious that he needs someone to vent to, poor guy. I sure hope they can work things out….and YES I did suggest counseling!!
Seems like so many of my friends from high school or that are just my age are going through this with their spouses; either they are separated, divorced or just cheating on each other until one files paperwork. It's sad to see even if I do still have a few little twinges of crush left for some of them. It old a friend today that it seems as if my parents being married as long as they have are no longer the norm in today's society. L
I haven't quite given up on finding the man of my dreams but I have a feeling someday I will wake up and realize I am kidding myself. It's just too easy and common for people to split nowadays. To easy to rush into things and then rush out of them and let's face it how many people out there (married or single) are really and truly ready to be faithful to just one person for the rest of their entire life? If you are one of them….I hate to say it but you are in a minority I'm afraid. Sad but true.
Well on that truly depressing thought…I think I will end this post. Aren't you glad I'm back? HA HA HA!
